Its memorial Weekend

Well, hello everyone any anyone!!! here at work just kicking back waiting for time to fly so i decided to go ahead and blog it!! Throughout the week i have been thinking about where i was a year ago. ha!! so a year ago i was on the verge of ending a relationship that should have ended after a month of starting. i year ago today i was getting in an arguement because my sig other wanted to bring along someone for the weekend on our anniv vacation. what the fuck? a year ago i almost lost my dad in a major car accident in the montains of south america. a year ago i finished school and didnt even celebrate. i year ago i was being treated like a manneguin and doing whatever i was ordered. a year ago i was living a lie for my sig other and posing that he was in conneticut when in reality he was on house arrest for a dui. a year ago i was in handford every fuckin weekend because he couldnt drive. a year ago i was being warned that i needed to get out of my relationship because it was tearing me and bringing me apart,. a year ago i had reached gaining forty pounds. a year ago i was put on anti depressants to try to be a better person for my partner.
this year. i have lost half of the weight. i am single not ever going to mingle. i am done with school am studying for boards. no longer on medication. have a good job and even better support system. going to church and following my faith. leading the youth in the right direction. loving life and evry minute of it!!! think about where you are and if u can be better if you can CHANGE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Swine Flu

So, i have had a cold for like a month no joke!!!!! in the process of having this cold, the swine breakout came out!!! i find it so funny how people assume they are going to get this cold and die from it. that they need to take all of these precautions. are u kidding me? Funny how back in the eighties HIV and AIDS came out and till this day People are still having unprotected sex. If people were so focused on not getting any VIRUS. We wouldnt have to deal with half of the issues we deal with now. For example, Teen Pregnancies along with STD's. I recently went out with some friends for some maergaritas and at the bar i saw someone wearing a mask. About two hours later the same person was making out with some stranger at the bar and drinkin out of thier beer. Hmmm, if the SOB would be so focused on the mask he shouldnt have been kissing random people. I just thought i would give you soem moto to not panic because it really doenst matter youll be fine!!!!

since you been gone!!!!

Hey guys!!!! so i have been gone for quite sometime so i decided to take a pitstop and pick up on my blogging i am going to try to do this at least 3 times a week. so in general life has been pretty good. i have been working out with my trainer finished school and got another job promo within the corporation!! yay for me. this means that in less than a year ill have my state license from the boards. i am so excited i cant express it in words. it is so funny how life just takes a complete change without u even knowing it. If anyone would have asked me where i was back in december i would have to say i was empty down and so sad. but, with the flip of a page in this book people call the bible, things are great on my side now. peeps have your faith!!! i dont care if its to a budha, ala, a rock a tree or whatever!!!! once you focus your thoughts and faith to something higher up (i really hope your higher up is not a rock) you be surpruised what life wil bring your way.. anyways thats my life how have yall been???